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JHoonie
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Name: Jimmy
Birthday: 4/27/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: The Guitar, Ocarinas, and Bagpipes, and other instruments I can't play... anything that can capture a moment.
Expertise: Pondering...and thinking about my ponderings and their outcomes..putting things on fire...I think I confuse people with my jibber-jabber but it's not really intended.
Occupation: Reuse Technician/ Aspired Nurs
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  JHoonie27
Member Since:
2/24/2003
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| Sometimes the past comes to haunt you for a brief but painstaking moment. I need to write it out to get it out of my system. It's all about the decisions you make in the now, that will guard your heart (at the moment thinking if it is possible at all) from the things that will remain a memory because it has not gone into fruition.
It all started with me perusing some pictures of a good friend (whom unmistakeably I have loved) who I still have a great deal of "Philos"-that is brotherly love for those who would be curious about it- . However, I was amazed at the amount of emotion that arose from looking at just one photograph. Of all the photographs we had taken or could have taken we never could have taken a picture together there in her home. That is the prickly emotion that is being expressed on this blog, this very moment, this character forming moment for myself. Some people would probably think this feeling is just an over-exaggerated thought but whatever it is, it's a strong feeling of not being good enough. Well I've said it. The only reason I'm writing it out is so that I would find a way to encourage my broken heart.
My life had been filled with joy and blessing in my heart; what can I say but that I am blessed. But there is always this melancholy cloud over it that seems to contradict myself at times. In the end my pride has been hurt and I am not crushed to the point of defeat but I will admit that the feeling of being replaced (no matter how mutual it was) is quite a difficult thing to comprehend all at once.
to be continued...
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| I find lot's of things interesting and I find God and Christiandom specifically and intimately interesting because of the Bible's teachings of how Jesus is the way, truth, and life. That which would be the specific teaching and discipline I utterly fail to comply with on a daily basis, with those facts in life, I realise it doesn't matter in the bigger scheme of life. What truly matters is that God does not look upon this world in a rational or in an interesting manner, He looks upon our lives as precious and with much love and compassion despite the fact of His omniscience of our hearts and existence; which is opposition (even on the slightest accounts). In this case I find that the 'ole saying that the grass is greener on the other side holds true and I have the opportunity of a lifetime to walk where the grass is greener and not just to be an observer from a distance. The calling to walk in the courts of God is a beautiful and marvelous gift. He does not sneer nor gross out in the sight of our filth or doubts of Him but rather always being the Holy Saviour that He always was and is today. Please let us realise what is of the essence today and live our lives in an essential manner for Jesus' purpose in which He has created us to be (including myself). | | |
|  Of all the sounds I tried to use it was the didgeridoo all along...sounds fun...Did You Feel the Mountains Tremble? Hmm..for some reason having this next to my profile picture makes me happy. I think I'm a very small percentage Aboriginal. | | |
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I've met two people during my stay at Davita, they didn't have much to say to me but history was written in their eyes for they are both centurions (if that be the word for 100+ year olds). One from Korea and the other I'm not so sure, I suppose from America. I'm an older 'brother" to some and younger lad to a lot of other people I'm acquainted with but I wasn't even close to a quarter of their lifespan. So I felt young before their presence. My life (I'd done the arith-mathematics) roughly 9,129 days compared to a whopping 38,325 days. I was practically blown away. I had a deep respect for those two (respect along the traditional asian way). That was interestingly interesting to come across. "World Wars?"
"Been there done that."
"Cold War?"
"It wasn't that cold," she says.
"It's always cold during the winter in Korea," he says.
"Noah and the Mrs?"
"They are close enough relatives," they both reply. I guess that's how they would have replied. But like I had said they didn't wish to say much and they deserved my servitude not my youthful and innocent banter. I had so much I wanted to ask. It was a pleasure meeting them nonetheless. Well I'd been listening to a lot of music ranging from their era (mainly 20's) to ours and music across the large ponds to different continents. Foreign yet culturally homogenised music genres would include latin song such as "Besame Mucho" which I heard Sanjaya sing on the YouTube, Celtic music and some good ole Korean "bbong-jjak." The artists' names would go on (which means I really don't know their names) but to mention a few Elle Fitzgerald, Bonnie Raitt, Norah, Chris Martin, Martin Smith, Chris Tomlin, Bart from "Mercy Me", the Tree63 guys, and some others that wouldn't be too mainstream/ mainstream Christians. I'll use that last paragraph to bounce into a question. I wanted to get your opinions on music today and even in the past. Does it affect/ effect us in any way? The topic of spirituality has been spoken about but speaking on the topic of holiness, is this music world's influence in reality playing their music on a spiritual platform?
Sounds like the Theologians Cafe but give a thought? | | |
| This is supposed to be the most scientific test out there to date from what I know but how did it end up on my xanga site? Did I have to upload this? | | |
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An Interesting Personality Test
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INFJ - the counselor
You scored 27% I to E, 47% N to S, 19% F to T, and 47% J to P! |
Your type is best summed up by the word "counselor", which belongs to the larger group of idealists. Only 2% of the population share your type. You are so empathic that you often know what others need before they know themselves. You are a complex person who can deal with complicated issues and people, almost prefer to, as you love problem solving. You can be something of an idealist or perfectionist, and should try to take yourself a little less seriously.
You are a supportive and insightful romantic partner, encouraging your mate to have dreams and work hard to make those dreams come true. Because you are so creative, you have a wealth of ideas to help them toward those goals. You need harmony so much that you are driven to resolve conflict quickly, as long as the terms don't violate your ethics. You feel the most appreciated when your partner admires your creativity, trusts your inspirations, and respects your values. It is also vitally important that your partner be open and emotionally available - in other words, that they be willing to share themselves completely.
Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: INFJ
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 37% on I to E |
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You scored higher than 60% on N to S |
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You scored higher than 10% on F to T |
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You scored higher than 44% on J to P | |
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